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Biggest sobfest I've had in a long time so far.

I remember the times we were awfully close. I remember the times you would call me up and ask if I was okay when I needed a shoulder to lean on. I remember how badly you wanted to kick that jerk's ass for me when he hurt me. I remember how you placed your arm around my shoulder in brotherly love. I remember the numerous times we fought, but eventually became the best of friends again the very next day. I remember the times we laughed and talked the night away endlessly. I remember everything we went through together; the good and the bad.

Unfortunately all that is gone now. Sure, we still talk. But it's not the same anymore. I used to shun it aside and think nothing of it. But now that the same exact thing is happening with him, I can't possibly bottle it up in myself any longer.

I want my best friends back. I miss the both of you.
You were like my brothers whom I treasured so much.

And I still do. I still effin do.