have you made your New Year Resolution? (2011)

For attractive lips,

SPEAK WORDS OF KINDNESS.

For lovely eyes,

SEEK OUT THE GOOD IN PEOPLE.

For a slim figure,

SHARE YOUR FOOD WITH THE HUNGRY.

For poise,

WALK WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

People, even more than things have to be

restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed;

Never throw out anyone.

- Audrey Hepburn

Happy new year to all! (:

we gotta do this!

drown that love of yours.

i crave for cappuccino now

2010

It's been a good year! 2010 has definitely given me countless precious memories to keep. Be it good or bad, I've had the time of my life on this roller coaster ride. So long, yet so short.

Everything went by in the blink of an eye.

I'll miss wearing my uniform on weekday mornings.
I'll miss canteen food.
I'll miss mucking around with my buddies.
I'll miss hatin' on the teachers.
I'll miss....copying homework.
I'll miss the special ocassions like Teachers' Day and Friendship Week <3

While everyone goes off their own separate ways to further their studies, to like, everywhere, I believe there will always be a huge part of us remained in MGS.

People say friends come and go but I have faith in MGSians. There's just this special bond between all of us that's indescribable.

Happy birthday Jesus!

Sudden Craving for ...

... Mars Bar.

Those awesome chocolate coated things with caramel bringing your sense to live with every bite you take?

I haven't had it in a year. Or more.

Sigh.

It's so sinful, yet so so delicious. Hmmm.

Sleep is for the weak.

The panda begs to differ :)

Oh bummer

I think Bruno Mars just replaced my boyfriend (with a big fat ex in front)'s spot in my heart.
Wanna be loved by a Peter Gene Hernandez ♥
..like that's ever gonna happen LOL!
I bet he's not even half as sweet as his songs *rolls eyes*
Yes, this is how I overcome my dissatisfaction. :c

& you know it.

everybody's afraid of tickles...
& you know it.

Evolution

Drive or be driven?

Having this sore feeling that my license will be up for display
..and attacked by dust bunnies in my wallet.
If you haven't taken any classes for driving yet, here's a wake up call for you: It's not fun.
Do these things expire?

Sooooo ...

... now what?

x)

Women.

I can never understand them.

:)

Serendipity.

GOODBYE highschool!

11 years of my life, burnt away in bitter sweet moments.
They say you don't realise how much you love something until it's gone.
I miss school already. The people, the fun we've had.
No regrets though. Lived my life being a total weirdo.
I study, I have fun, I make friends. What's there to regret about? :)
Being a slave to the teachers is kinda fun too. Feel.. appreciated? haha!

you know you love him when..

it's him you think about when you're alone.
every one of his flaws seem to be what you like about him.
he's able to make you cry for the slightest hurt he might've subconsciously caused you.
you yearn to be near him when you're surrounded or touched by other guys.
no matter how hard you try, you can't feel anything for anyone but him.
nothing else matters as long as you can see him.
there's peace and comfort in your heart when he says he loves you.
you feel belonged when his lips meet yours.
you can feel yourself being more dependent on him.
your feelings for him are undeniably growing each and every day.
you feel a sting in your heart when you think about how much it'll hurt when you part.
you refuse to keep distance even though you clearly understand that it's best for the both of you.
every moment, even when he's near, you miss him.

hopeless. i hate this.

Bye Bye Birdie.

Read this post when you take a break.
"Happy Girls Are The Prettiest"

"Sometimes I think I was born backwards, you know, come out my mum the wrong way. I hear words come pass me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I hate..."

Vocabulary 101

#1: Jonass ©Mae
Example: You're such a jonass. (Subsitute for ass)

#2: Fun Sponge
Example: SPM

Bump In The Road, Don't Give Up

You will make it.

If you feel down and need to be motivated, this song is perfect. At least personally, I found it quite liberating. I'm not doing any specific countdown, but roughly a month to SPM! Time to kick ass. Stay strong, world.

D;

do you know what it feels like to be replaced?

Ho ho ho!

merry ~not so christmas :D !
this so needs an update LOL. soooooooooo.



FAHHAHAHHAAH! and i'm not even a fan of higa! TEEHEE! LOL

you whip your hair where..?

what. is. wrong. with. the. world?!
SHE'S ONLY 10!

This Is For You

Behind the Tears of a Clown

If someone tells you you're stupid one hundred times, naturally, you'll become stupid.
Why doesn't it work when someone tells you you're smart?

Facebook tells too much. 10% truth 30% lies 60% crap.
It's human nature to judge with your eyes, isn't it?

Yeah, I like him. So what? Why do I have to sneak and hide?
Running away won't solve anything. Might as well get in trouble, settle it and move on.

The only reason you're talking to me is because of him, isn't it?
To please him, you can even ignore what happened between us, pretend it never happened.

Jokes are funny. But sometimes, you're just too much.
Ever heard of the word overboard, you rude fart.

I'm not playing anyone. It's not called cheating unless you're really tied down.
But don't lead people on. It's really sad. But it's hard to push someone away?

Seems that the lot of us are leaving for KL next year, whether it's school or church friends.
Maybe KL won't be so cold afterall :) But it's missing the people I'll miss the most.

Stupid, stupid. You doubted God's power and gradually prayed less for your parents.
See? He answered you. Look for yourself. Don't stop believing. It's all about timing.

sometimes i wish you were still alive..

ha ha

Dayum.

A certain someone really needs to
watch what comes out of her mouth.
Inconsiderate with no respect at all -.-

motivational posters

FTW!

Updates!

Friday the 13th was as successful as ever.
Minor flukes here and there but who cares, we're all happy :D
Stayed over in a suite in G-Hotel that night and watched Inception the next morning.
Went to church after returning from Gurney, great sermon by Pastor Alex.
Met a friend from Heroes Camp LOL. Didn't expect to see him again.
Misconnections after service. Lack the energy to argue so mehh.
Sleep. Well, overslept actually. And first driving lesson! :D
No I didn't knock into any poles/car/pedestrian.
That's all :D !

He answers your prayers! :D

Troubles will come your way --- an undeniable fact.
He'll make you realise that only He can be the solution.
He is the solution. Pray; Seek and you shall find.

what do you do when...

... you're sick AND you're having your monthly thing and prom is this fri?

cry.

fml.

pine+apple

Pineapples are ze bomb!

Meh. Been eating a lot of em lately.

Tresses

No idea how to do my hair for Friday.

LMAO.

Always the Bad Guy

Screw being the people pleaser.

Disaster's Contagious

We can never be happy for long, huhh? One problem after another.
When the wrong thing is fixed, what's suppose to be right becomes wrong.
Indecisive, it's what being a teenager's all about, right?
Thinking positive, easier said than done.
Do not gossip, do not tell lies. --- Can we resist? Really?
Who can we trust these days anyway? Who tells the truth?
Is your individuality even yours? Or was it influenced by all the rumours you've heard.
Trying to fit in? The dark side is showing, you two-faced creature.
You're hurting someone. You know you are. Stop. But you can't. Why?
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. If I sounded like I did, I'm sorry.
I shouldn't take you for granted. You're important to me. And I'm sorry.
There's a border line between funny and just plain rude.
There's an even finer line from being friendly to just plain annoying.
Your attempts to flirt failed. Please, stay away. Don't ruin my impression of you.
When you don't know someone, you're attracted to him.
When you do, despite whether he fancies you or not, you just lose interest.
Hormones? Most definitely.
You can't break up when you weren't together to begin with.
So what hurt will it bring when the world wants to separate you.. right?
There's no way you can break me twice. I'm not that air-headed.
No, I do not like your sister's boyfriend.
You're throwing everything away over your dumb jealousy assumption? Leave me be.
Stop hurting the girls for the boys. Ever heard of bros over hoes? In our case, sis over guys?
You're only confused because you think too deeply. Let go, breath. Don't care.
All that matters is your Father in Heaven.
He knows you. He heals you. He loves you.

Just Because.

Because I give in too much,
I shall be indifferent.

Because I 'give the wrong message' with my normal facial expression,
I shall not look your way.

Because I actually put in effort to see people happy,
I shall slack now.

Because I'm too honest,
I shall lie.

Because I'm just too bloody darn nice,
I shall bloody learn how to be mean.

Unanswered Questions

Will you choose to bring a hottie to prom;
or someone you're comfortable to be around?
To stand out or to blend in?
Black and shiny or brown and warm?
If something bugs you, will you choose to act on it;
or pretend you don't know?
If some unexpected truth leaked, act or leave it?
If something is lawfully wrong,
follow the policy or rebel?
If something is troublesome,
put in effort or throw it away?
If someone says he's not good for you, nod or shake?
If he wants to get back together, yes or no?
Decisions, Decisions!

And yes, well this is the first time someone sent me photos three pairs of formal shirts through an MMS LOL! Meterosexual guys, will be meterosexual guys :) Hahh!
Prom is drawing near.. and so is SPM. I'm so screwed.

Double-Posting!

Ohh that's more like it :)

Too Much

We were so smothered in love, we didn't have a chance to come up for air;
What a waste, where did time go?
Where did our minds go? I don't know.

I confess I haven't been very favourable these days, ick. Everyone has the right to go "Mae, fuck you." But so.



And I realized that I forgot to remember everyone I never wanna lose :)



And on a more personal level.



So lastly. Nostalgia, please get over y-



Ooh look, cool bed.

No more Sex on the Beach!

Happy birthday Sher-Fyonnn!! :D

I was thinking how wrong yesterday went. With PC Fair, him, dad and the whole car incidents too.
It's funny how hurt I was yet I was able to have a good time at the party.
Then I realised, though thick and thin, I still have my baby girls with me :)
Except you, Steph D< How dare you send me that emo song in my emo state! Babi you! LOL.
Thank God for my shiny lightbulb :b ♥

PS. Damn it feels like prom already :D We're so pretty, it sends butterflies in my stomach.

Best. Movie. Ever!

It's a shame what Lindsay Lohan has landed herself in these days. :(
I just wanna pick her up(okay, not possible due to physical limitations),
and give her a great big hug,

and tell her she is the best actress there is.
♥

Youtube Guy Of the Day

Partly because after 8 minutes, I was pretty prepared to surrender and go "this is it". First off, he is a cutie. Secondly, dude sings "Wannabe" and a whole lot of less guyish stuff. Thirdly, he goes on to introduce you to Mario Kart Love Song. That "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" was sick.. as in sick awesome. And "Feel Good Inc." was just sexy. I will now head on to listen to more acoustic versions of the aforementioned song..

But before that, speaking of sexy, also just look at this guy which looks like a mix of both Joaquin Phoenix and Elvis Presley! Swoonnn.



Choice of song is for the chance that someone actually presses play.

Like hello prom date, where are you..

hua~

you are lavender #E6E6FA

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy. Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Colour Test

you are thistle #D8BFD8

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be. Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Nice. LOL.

oh!

it's funny.

haha i tried the quiz mae did in the last post. and i got...

you are paleturquoise #AFEEEE

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

that.

is so. true. LOL.

Your rainbow is intensely shaded violet, red, and white.

What is says about you: You are a passionate person. You appreciate quiet moments. People depend on you to make them feel secure. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

this one, not sure. haha.

Try These

And check how spot on yours are. Hmm (:

you are darkviolet #9400D3

Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but doesn't quite fit in at every one... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too. Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right. Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Your rainbow is shaded green.

What is says about you: You are an intelligent person. You feel strong ties to nature and your mood changes with its cycles. Those around you admire your fresh outlook and vitality.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

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i know that i said...

...ill stop k-popping.

But dammit, new song. And it's by a girl.

And.

It's good.

Even if you may not be a k-pop fan, just take a listen (:

Sceptical

No matter where you go, knowledge can be found anywhere and everywhere.

It's just opening your eyes to it and delving deeper in your quest to satisfy your thirst for that said knowledge. But it doesn't stop at keeping your eyes open; the same applies to your mind.

So now two paths diverge before you?

Where do you go?

Where your heart tells you to.

Ku mau cinta Yesus selamanya

Lord I thank You for even the littlest things you have done for me.
I thank You for accepting me even though I pushed You away.
I thank You for forgiving me although I've forsaken You.
Thank for for the revival in my school today.
Thank you for my sisters who were saved by Your Grace.

Lord, my God, I love You.

):

Biggest sobfest I've had in a long time so far.

I remember the times we were awfully close. I remember the times you would call me up and ask if I was okay when I needed a shoulder to lean on. I remember how badly you wanted to kick that jerk's ass for me when he hurt me. I remember how you placed your arm around my shoulder in brotherly love. I remember the numerous times we fought, but eventually became the best of friends again the very next day. I remember the times we laughed and talked the night away endlessly. I remember everything we went through together; the good and the bad.

Unfortunately all that is gone now. Sure, we still talk. But it's not the same anymore. I used to shun it aside and think nothing of it. But now that the same exact thing is happening with him, I can't possibly bottle it up in myself any longer.

I want my best friends back. I miss the both of you.
You were like my brothers whom I treasured so much.

And I still do. I still effin do.

What's so attractive bout bad boys?

Shy guys are cute.
Shy guys are cute.
SHY GUYS ARE CUTE.

...

Ok fine I'm attracted to
badass
trouble-making
delinquent
sexay-looking guys.
So sue me! ;D

"weightless" by all time low

Left Me Hanging

I never realised how unstable my feelings were.
Just the presence of your name could bring my mood from hyper to down right bitchy.
Trolling my friends. Faking a smile to the respected. Absent minded.
How did you mange to still hold my heart after eight and a half months.
I thought I've set myself straight three months ago.
That I would never let myself stoop low enough to miss you.
But that's just the sad truth now isn't it.
I hate this. Needing you yet not wanting you.

FML.

FML

..has got to be my favourite word these days.

*piak piak piak!*

DO NOT SWEAR!

But crap la. A day with the Skype trolls tmr.
Seriously FML.. Hahhahaha! *prays they don't read this*

There must be something more...isn't there?

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralyzed
I can’t remember when
I didn’t live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn’t set me free

I'm stuck here in this life i didn’t ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

Im paying for my sins
And its gunna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

Considerations

In the almost-impossible event that I'll ever have a son to call my own, I wonder if he'll by psychic (and using his ability to generate big bucks) if I named him




Paul.

you better run for me

A little bit of poison still makes you strong.







And I need some truth here tonight.

you can't see shiny cars

Those fancy things will never come in between aight.

Jay-Z sounds a 1000 times more gangsta, and thus more awesome.

And Rihanna sounds like a dr-.. thus looks like a drag queen.

LOL shit of the day, hands down.

no. No. NO!

This cannot be happening. I won't let it! D:

go google image yoann gourcuff

This blog has been too Pro-Germany.


Fernando Torres

Woo, equality? ;) Go Spain!

Overnight Animal Celebrity?

He's the number one topic on Twitter Trend.
He's all over Google and Youtube or any other search engine.
Million and million of people are talking about him.
Either they praise him or threaten to make in into a seafood dish.
It's none other than Pulpo Paul! the German psychic octopus..

..how ridiculous can this get. Like seriously. He even has his own Wikipedia page!
Dang it, how can this be! What is he, Demon possessed?



Sad for Sharon and Hui Mei though.
Quote: "And there is no truth to the rumour that if Paul turns out to be right this time, he could end up on the sushi menu."

Damn.

Octopus Paul!

Chooses Spain. WTF. D:

This has got to be the most depressing picture ever.
But I'm crossing my fingers and hoping GERMANY will win to advance to World Cup finals! :D

I've always been Germany-biased :D So yeah.

GO GERMANY!

Go Orange!

'ell yeah, Holland! :D

Now that's what I call unity! Why can't Malaysians be like that? I journeyed around the whole market scanning for a scene that would represent One Malaysia and what do I find? Nothing. There were people buying things and all but all their faces look so constipated. Instead of a "Thank you!" it's like a "Celaka, why you sell me so expansive?" kind of beh-syok expression. Despite the fact that I don't understand the fun in watching football, it amuses me just thinking about people crowding around a mamak stall, screaming GOALL! I thought it only happens in advertisements but wow. Just, wow. Hahahaha. Why isn't Malaysia part of World Cup anyway? Oh right, because we suck. Yay :D

so many things left unsaid

From the cut

Yarrr quite indifferent as of now, but I felt the need to contribute :)

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Chocolate Coated Scriptures.

The name itself conjures images of clouds, bunnies and a whole lot of white fluffy things with tinges of pink in them.

Should I be scared?

A row of bunnies, with fur as white as snow, and the cutest expressions ever ...

... suddenly stood on their hind legs.

Their eyes turned red, and out of nowhere, a rifle appeared in the paws of each bunny, ready to strike.

"BUNNIES! ATTTTTAAAAACCCCCKKKKK!!!!!"

LOL.

Probably.

The Carmenata.

No blog is complete...

Without lyrics, woohoo! :D

Credits to wall-ellys lin LMFAO for posting the song on fb. x)
Su Lin and I were singing this song before.. Chem test. Or was it Sej test.
Ah either way it's a super cute song that basically sums up how much we love our friends :D
Don't be fooled with the whole total "in love" thing, ours is friendship love, bby!

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Callait
Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy Girl I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss hug
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

(: ily losers.

Respect.

me: WHO IZ DAT LUCKEH GIRLLLLLL?!
megan: his sister.

fail

Now When Did We Become Like This?

huuuuuuui mei. says (7:46 PM):
*gimme the clubs sign
('.') † ellys 任淑琳 says (7:47 PM):
*but it's kinda ugly
*i tried
*LOL
*♣
*cause too small it looked like an octopussy
huuuuuuui mei. says (7:47 PM):
*LOL LOOKS LIKE UPSIDE DOWN BALLS
('.') † ellys 任淑琳 says (7:47 PM):
*HAHAHHAHA WHY ARE WE SO DIRTY
huuuuuuui mei. says (7:47 PM):
*HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

I Believe in the Powers of Prayer

..either that or sleeping late helps me concentrate more.

Chemistry wasn't as hard as I'd expect it to be, it might not be an A+ but heck, as long as it's not a B :D History was.. well, I tried squeezing 8 chapters in 3 hours, I don't expect much. As far as I'm concerned, I scribbled a lot of irrelevant nonsense in the structural questions but I'm pretty sure I did better there than in the multiple choice paper.

I almost bought a new microphone today, thinking mine broke cause it wasn't bloody working yesterday, well, on Skype anyway. But who knew it was cause the stupid setting put my audio on the Line-Up option instead of Microphone. Yes, I'm blame the system for the lousy technical error. It wasn't me! But seriously, I feel annoyed knowing I could've saved two hours of my energy by talking instead of typing rawr. Thank God PC Depot don't sell any and that I was bored enough to check the setting hahahaha!

Anyhow, I'm actually going to the market tomorrow LOL! Never been there before :D I'll be going with my soon-to-be brother-in-law. He's guiding me on how to take the photographs for my BM project. Some Warisan Bangsa thinga thing.. yehh khay, Imma stop procrastinating here and go do some research before I snap the wrong photo -- WHICH, I will, indeed be the one snapping! Sort of. I think. Hopefully. What!

There's No Age Limit in Blogging

So, I've decided to start fresh :) Not like anyone still blogs but who cares. My blog, my business. My procrastination, my business also. Shut up, I don't wanna hear it D: I know, I know, I screwed up Biology. At this rate, Imma screw up Chemistry and History tomorrow too. Sigh. Friggin' government treating us like an MPPP. Quote Sebastien Hastings from She's The Man: "The last time I checked, I don't need Trigonometry to slam my guitar on stage." Or in my case, major in behavioral science :D

Can't wait to get out of Penang and enter HELP University. Psychology's gonna be so much fun. Probably the only thing that's holding me back, well besides the whole financial and dad issues, is my church ):

PS. Today marks the start of the weird names on Facebook. Hah!