patching up mistakes

I think it's habitual. Every time I do something wrong, I tend to make amendments in different ways, amendments in aspects that I can change -- to make up for what I can't.

Skipping classes. Skipping church. Failing one paper. Driving recklessly. Doing things I shouldn't do. Falling into temptations.

Removed my helix. New devotion material. Godly relationship. Exercise instead of starving. Paying attention in class. Sleeping early. Pray regularly.

By the grace of God,
let me be changed.

Just The Way It Is

Love doesn't need a reason. That's the beauty of it.

It just happens.
That's the way it is.

now that you're gone

everyday seems like a lie to me.

Sweet Goodbye

“What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from.”

~ T.S. Eliot

Re: JPA

Let me stay here for just one more night,
Build your world around me,
And pull me to the light;
So I can tell you that I was wrong,
I was a child then, but now I'm willing to learn. 

I'm not aware of the number of students in our school that were given a shot - However, I do think that it is a pretty viable opportunity, so I wish the selected ones good luck.

Studying about parties and pressure groups that are against immigrants made me wonder whether I am the bad guy. Should we just stay in our comfort zone? Stay with our country.. but I think sometimes you are so used to security that you forget how precious security is. I'm not trying to be the masochist, but really - life is about running through the risks, growing as a person and such.

So, I do think - Try your luck.

In my room, I do catch myself thinking, "This is weird." - then I start thinking, "This is quite cool." And then I continue acting cool... duh.

Cheers!



I hope Adele is playing on the radio! :) She is rather amazing.

Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

Yeah.

don't try to tell me.

Give me a reason!

A: Do you love him?
B: Duhh!
A: Why?
B: Because..idk.
A: What do you mean you don't know? That means you don't love him lahh!
B: What! Okay fine why do YOU love him?
A: Obviously because.. well, I dunno.

Too much?

Hospitality, KJC, PaW or CR.
Set your priorities and focus right, woman.
You can't put yourself into everything.. no?

Dedication

Dedicated to my loves on this blog!

And I shall introduce a movie that I love heaps. If you haven't watched Dedication already... you should! Definitely among the top of the list when it comes to this genre.

It has everything you could possibly want in a movie. Brilliant cinematography, acting (You've seen Mandy Moore in A Walk To Remember right?), script, soundtrack etc...

I highly recommend The Town(Ben Affleck) too. Just saying.

I know how to say

I got a date in San José
I got a flight that I gotta take tonight
Cause I got plans in Tokyo, Japan
I got a cabin in Switzerland.
I got a dinner in Rio de Janeiro,
Wake up next to Pharohs, hungover in Cairo.
Sleepin' in
It's the weekend, New Zealand
And then it's back to CO
To rock the show.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry but I have to go (go)
There's so many ladies
that I know (know)
You can try to
get me here to stay (stay)
But you know that I'll be leaving here today.

Woah
I gotta go now
Woah
I really wanna stay
Woah
Cause I know how to say

I'm always in a different time zone,
My home's where I roam.
I'm never gonna stop,
I'm a rolling stone.
Woah
Cause I know how to say
Love in many different ways.
[Chorus]

Oh
Stumble in on the streets of Berlin.
We can french kiss through the border fences
There's underwear on the mic stand in Iceland
Then it's back to NYC
on the MIC
I've got a party in Saudi Arabia,
Drunk in a building so high
In Dubai
I wanna touch you in a parqua
In Russia
It was nice to see ya, but
This is goodbye.

[Chorus]

Aishiteru!
Te amo!
I love you!
J'taime!
Everywhere I go I always say the same thing.
In Russia,
Japan,
Brazil,
Spain.
Everywhere I go,
They seem to
Scream the same name.
(x2)

Woah
I gotta go now
Woah
I really wanna stay
Woah
Cause I know how to say

I'm always in a different
time zone,
My home's where I roam.
I'm never gonna stop,
I'm a rolling stone.
Woah
Cause I know how to say
Love in many different ways.

3OH!3 <3>

Trapped.

A flock of lambs and goats used to live together. They lived happy and harmonious days. They part ways one day. A lamb made its way to live with the goats under the certain conditions. But no matter how hard the lamb tries, it's never going to become a goat. Never. So shall it continue being the black sheep of the flock, or run away and return its family? Its silent cries echoed like a deafening thunder in the presence of no one. You don't belong here. Why, everyone's there, why are you here?

I don't know.
But it's ok.
I like horses and cows too.

Ouch

Oh well.

T.T

I AM LOVIN COLLEGE!

but I miss my ex schoolmates too ):

i♥surprises

Wheeeeeeee!

I think I won't live much longer after this post, but

DISTED HAS AIDS.

RUN!!!!!

The next chapter

2010 was really a God-blessed year for me. If everyone looked deep inside them, overlooking all the hard times, you'll realise how blessed you were too :) I thank God for friends. I think the biggest blessing to me this year was the relationship between my family and friends, and of course, my relationship with God. Although there were arguments and misunderstandings here and there between myself and my siblings in Christ, I'm glad I'm part of this family. I might not know what's right for me but God does. He knows best. No, mother doesn't :b All in all, despite the gallons of tears that rolled down my eyes this year, it was joyful to be alive :)

What do I look forward to in 2011?
College obviously. But it's kinda sad cause I wanted to turn over a new leaf and be a good girl but nooo. The same people that I know now in highschool are going to my college! But I guess there's a reason for this. There's just this gut feeling that makes me wanna stay in Penang.
Church, well, this is more like being glad I don't have to leave my family. I just finally managed to fit in somewhere. Hopefully, it won't just stop at fitting in ;)
Friends, it's good to make new ones but the old ones are irreplaceable. Gonna have a hard time keeping in touch but we can do it!