This Is For You

Behind the Tears of a Clown

If someone tells you you're stupid one hundred times, naturally, you'll become stupid.
Why doesn't it work when someone tells you you're smart?

Facebook tells too much. 10% truth 30% lies 60% crap.
It's human nature to judge with your eyes, isn't it?

Yeah, I like him. So what? Why do I have to sneak and hide?
Running away won't solve anything. Might as well get in trouble, settle it and move on.

The only reason you're talking to me is because of him, isn't it?
To please him, you can even ignore what happened between us, pretend it never happened.

Jokes are funny. But sometimes, you're just too much.
Ever heard of the word overboard, you rude fart.

I'm not playing anyone. It's not called cheating unless you're really tied down.
But don't lead people on. It's really sad. But it's hard to push someone away?

Seems that the lot of us are leaving for KL next year, whether it's school or church friends.
Maybe KL won't be so cold afterall :) But it's missing the people I'll miss the most.

Stupid, stupid. You doubted God's power and gradually prayed less for your parents.
See? He answered you. Look for yourself. Don't stop believing. It's all about timing.

sometimes i wish you were still alive..

ha ha

Dayum.

A certain someone really needs to
watch what comes out of her mouth.
Inconsiderate with no respect at all -.-

motivational posters

FTW!

Updates!

Friday the 13th was as successful as ever.
Minor flukes here and there but who cares, we're all happy :D
Stayed over in a suite in G-Hotel that night and watched Inception the next morning.
Went to church after returning from Gurney, great sermon by Pastor Alex.
Met a friend from Heroes Camp LOL. Didn't expect to see him again.
Misconnections after service. Lack the energy to argue so mehh.
Sleep. Well, overslept actually. And first driving lesson! :D
No I didn't knock into any poles/car/pedestrian.
That's all :D !

He answers your prayers! :D

Troubles will come your way --- an undeniable fact.
He'll make you realise that only He can be the solution.
He is the solution. Pray; Seek and you shall find.

what do you do when...

... you're sick AND you're having your monthly thing and prom is this fri?

cry.

fml.

pine+apple

Pineapples are ze bomb!

Meh. Been eating a lot of em lately.

Tresses

No idea how to do my hair for Friday.

LMAO.

Always the Bad Guy

Screw being the people pleaser.

Disaster's Contagious

We can never be happy for long, huhh? One problem after another.
When the wrong thing is fixed, what's suppose to be right becomes wrong.
Indecisive, it's what being a teenager's all about, right?
Thinking positive, easier said than done.
Do not gossip, do not tell lies. --- Can we resist? Really?
Who can we trust these days anyway? Who tells the truth?
Is your individuality even yours? Or was it influenced by all the rumours you've heard.
Trying to fit in? The dark side is showing, you two-faced creature.
You're hurting someone. You know you are. Stop. But you can't. Why?
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. If I sounded like I did, I'm sorry.
I shouldn't take you for granted. You're important to me. And I'm sorry.
There's a border line between funny and just plain rude.
There's an even finer line from being friendly to just plain annoying.
Your attempts to flirt failed. Please, stay away. Don't ruin my impression of you.
When you don't know someone, you're attracted to him.
When you do, despite whether he fancies you or not, you just lose interest.
Hormones? Most definitely.
You can't break up when you weren't together to begin with.
So what hurt will it bring when the world wants to separate you.. right?
There's no way you can break me twice. I'm not that air-headed.
No, I do not like your sister's boyfriend.
You're throwing everything away over your dumb jealousy assumption? Leave me be.
Stop hurting the girls for the boys. Ever heard of bros over hoes? In our case, sis over guys?
You're only confused because you think too deeply. Let go, breath. Don't care.
All that matters is your Father in Heaven.
He knows you. He heals you. He loves you.

Just Because.

Because I give in too much,
I shall be indifferent.

Because I 'give the wrong message' with my normal facial expression,
I shall not look your way.

Because I actually put in effort to see people happy,
I shall slack now.

Because I'm too honest,
I shall lie.

Because I'm just too bloody darn nice,
I shall bloody learn how to be mean.

Unanswered Questions

Will you choose to bring a hottie to prom;
or someone you're comfortable to be around?
To stand out or to blend in?
Black and shiny or brown and warm?
If something bugs you, will you choose to act on it;
or pretend you don't know?
If some unexpected truth leaked, act or leave it?
If something is lawfully wrong,
follow the policy or rebel?
If something is troublesome,
put in effort or throw it away?
If someone says he's not good for you, nod or shake?
If he wants to get back together, yes or no?
Decisions, Decisions!

And yes, well this is the first time someone sent me photos three pairs of formal shirts through an MMS LOL! Meterosexual guys, will be meterosexual guys :) Hahh!
Prom is drawing near.. and so is SPM. I'm so screwed.

Double-Posting!

Ohh that's more like it :)

Too Much

We were so smothered in love, we didn't have a chance to come up for air;
What a waste, where did time go?
Where did our minds go? I don't know.

I confess I haven't been very favourable these days, ick. Everyone has the right to go "Mae, fuck you." But so.



And I realized that I forgot to remember everyone I never wanna lose :)



And on a more personal level.



So lastly. Nostalgia, please get over y-



Ooh look, cool bed.

No more Sex on the Beach!

Happy birthday Sher-Fyonnn!! :D

I was thinking how wrong yesterday went. With PC Fair, him, dad and the whole car incidents too.
It's funny how hurt I was yet I was able to have a good time at the party.
Then I realised, though thick and thin, I still have my baby girls with me :)
Except you, Steph D< How dare you send me that emo song in my emo state! Babi you! LOL.
Thank God for my shiny lightbulb :b ♥

PS. Damn it feels like prom already :D We're so pretty, it sends butterflies in my stomach.

Best. Movie. Ever!

It's a shame what Lindsay Lohan has landed herself in these days. :(
I just wanna pick her up(okay, not possible due to physical limitations),
and give her a great big hug,

and tell her she is the best actress there is.
♥